Ugggh... so I had a bad day. Yes, we all have them, but this is the worst I've had since the year began. The crazy thing is that nothing REALLY bad or devastating happened to me today, but by the end of it (now), I am so worn and frazzled. It must be all of the stress I've been feeling lately with the burden of packing placed mostly on my shoulders, while watching the two girls, needing to knit to build our inventory, bearing the heavy lifting usually reserved for a man, and having to train for my half marathon on top of that. I am fatigued and bent out of shape. I'm not sure I know what I've gotten myself into -- except that I feel like I am in over my head.
I feel like I am in desperate need of time for just myself. A nice long, drive on the road to nowhere with music playing -- without any responsibilities. Time to clear my mind, relax my body, and temporarily escape. In reality, that will only remain a wish because it seems like everyone else is too busy too. I can't wait for life to slow down, but at least in the meantime, I always have here to clear my head.
No comments:
Post a Comment